L O S T

Well, lately I've been feeling like my roommate is a horrible person who treats me like crap and I didn't know what to do about it....so I wrote her a very mean note. I know how lame that is, but for some reason that's the only way we can communicate. Anyway, I immediately felt better after I wrote the note; it was as if all the negative energy flowed out of my body and onto the paper. Unfortunately, it only took about a day for that feeling to be replaced with an emotion I can't even describe; it's that feeling you get when you know your mother wouldn't approve or when you make someone younger than you cry. I would say that my note was blunt; my mother would call it mean. I truly meant everything I said, but I'm starting to feel I could've chosen my words better. It really wasn't a nice letter, and I find myself feeling like a very bad person. How am I supposed to fix this?!?!? Heaven, help me!!!